the good omen

confused mind

2009-05-18T04:12:33Z

Life sometimes is not as easy as it may seem. We may not know it but there would always come a time that we won't know what to do. We would seek for someone to comfort us, to listen..

It's just an irony that the one we are expecting to be with us, the one we considered to be the best friend we would ever have...is the one that would cause us so much pain.

I hate it when I feel this way. I've been trying hard to forget all those memories but it just al coming back everytime I see **. I had stopped hoping but I guess I need to accept the fate. I don't have * *, much worse, I don't even know if ** feels the same way I do right now. We've been together for almost all my life...we've shared so much that even I don't know how. We've done things together to the point that I already don't know myself. All just for **.

Things may look just what it is but I know they would never be the same again. So much had changed.

Now I'm lost.

I'm looking for him...I'm searching for myself.

wishes and promises?

2009-01-15T00:56:56Z

Promises are meant to be broken.

That's what I believe. You might wonder why. Actually, promises are really meant to be broken. Promises are just mere words. Heck.

Wishes are too good to be true.

Hmm. Wishes must come with action, determination and will. If not, wishes would be just wishes. Most of the times, wishes are just made to please oneself.

Pft.

it's been a long time...

2008-11-09T12:39:18Z

yep.

it's been a long time since my last post here. i just have no chance. this have been a busy vacation. arggh. anyways, mixed emotions filled me this past few days..

i don't know. i was sad..maybe i just miss everybody from school. or maybe it's because of..*tut,tut - censored*. hahah.

i was happy too. maybe because of my grades..(i wasn't really expecting THOSE grades!'ayee!)..or maybe because of *tut.tut - censored*. hahah.

ja.

issues...

2008-10-17T14:28:06Z

having lots of friends doesn't mean that one can truly be happy.

having lots of friends doesn't mean that one can trust everybody...or even just every friend one has.

having lots of friends doesn't mean that one always have someone to lean on.

having lots of friends doesn't mean that one have someone to listen.

having lots of friends doesn't mean that one have someone to talk to.

having lots of friends doesn't mean that one is not ALONE...

gudomen @ 2008-06-24T15:03:00

2008-06-24T07:15:52Z

i missed those days...

but i just can't bring back time...

is this the punishment for all my faults?

yes, it was all my faults...

i just hope all these will come to an end...

no one is equal...

2008-03-04T10:59:14Z

they are rich, they are not.
they can do this, they cannot.
they are like this, they are not.

why do others keep on telling all are equal?in what terms?
i honestly don't believe that we are equal. i don't believe superiority or inferiority either.

i just believe people are unique, as what am i.

hey, i don't mean something that may trigger your sense of whatever feeling you call it. i am free.

equality? not even obvious in religious society. i am a catholic, but as i can see it now...well...

it's not a big deal anyway..and i don't care-though i am open on- what other thinks.

maghihintay ako

2008-03-02T10:38:18Z

sa huli nating pagkikita
hawak ang sumpa mo sinta
umaasang totoo ang mga salita
kahit mapalalyo ka, mamahali'y ako lang talaga.

lumalakad ang mga araw
tumatakbo itong oras
di ka maalis sa aking isipan
at ang mga pangakong iyong iniwan.

tamis ng 'yong halik
init ng 'yong yakap
busilak mong ngiti
taglay mong kakisigan ay labis na inaasam.

ngayon nga't malayo ka
ikaw lamang lamang ang naaalala
laging umaasang makakasama
kahit sa panaginip man lang
ika'y aking madama.

isipan ko'y gulung-gulo
kung bakit nagkakaganito
ngunit maghihintay ako
kahit mangayayat pa ako.

sa iyong pagbalik
sana ay malaya pa
upang matupad ko na ang pangakong magsasama
walang iwanan, di ba?